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UMm... no school for about 3 weeks........ i need to draw a Christmas picture.... but i don't know what to doooooooooooo.
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So, I finally got to use the treadmill today, the only problem is is that I am ill and have been the past few days and I also haven't eaten ( or I've just had a bit now) and I didn't get enough sleep last night because I went to bed at 4am and had to wake up early. But I went on the treadmill for an hour and also cut my toe open while on it and my parents told me I could pass our now.  
I just really want to get healthy but obviously that's not going to happen. I forced myself to get to 1 hour, I almost was going to go on it for 2 hours, it's good I didn't :p
I really want to try and take commissions so i can get some points (i only need 1,000 more and i can get a 3 month core membership :P) but if anyone would actually commission me (isn't very likely that someone would) i don't want to end up really stressed like i did with the requests, im not doing requests again now, only commissions or art trades, i realized why most of the requests where on my other account and don't want to take requests again if those videos are right..... 

so i don't know what to do, i don't know if i should try it and see. or just wait until all my stress has completely gone and maybe be able to handle commissions. if i did that it would probably be next year summer time because im not going to stop stressing about these GCSE's until there over.  :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P:P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P:P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P:P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P
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well people who didn't read the Terms of Services should probably read this (or didn't understand it like me, coz I'm an idiot)
I kinda want to leave DA now.
would there be any point to me taking commissions? I really need to make money but I don't think any one would pay me to draw anything for them. I wouldn't be able to take them right now to make money because I don't have a paypal or anything. my mum is going to see if I can get one at some point.
I also said I need to make money because my family doesn't have a lot. my parents want to be able to buy me the things I need for art but cant
there is 10 people in my house 8 kids and my mum and dad so it wouldn't be fair to buy me stuff and not the others but also we don't have money for what I want.
I have around £60 of my own money ive got on birthdays and Christmas. but I want to save up for these things:

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www.digilegs.com/buy-digilegs
paints, clay and clay tools, stuff to make fursuits, proper art pens, art paper, art pencils, copic makers,Corel painter, new headphones, something to help me learn German. there is more but you don't need to know it all (I don't know why I put the first two as links to what it is.)
so this is why I need to make money if I could make enough I could help with my family too. I they would need my money for food or something at any point.

a lot of these things cost way to much and I know it would take forever to get enough money doing commissions but I would try find other things I could do that could get me money as well as commissions and maybe help with my anxiety at the same time.

there was no need to write all this but I kinda just wanted to get across why I need money, I just want to know if its possible for me if anyone would want a commission.

sorry if this doesn't make sense its 1am also sorry its kinda long
Well, its my birthday today, I'm 15. 
I feel a bit better about my birthday than I did the other day, I got quite a few proper art things which will always make me happy.

I don't really thinks there's much for me to say, I just thought a good time to make my first journal was on my birthday.